Ok, so I have been feeling a little guilty about being unable to upload anything in like soooo long. Schoolwork has been but hectic and I can barely find an hour just to sit down in front of my computer and not worry about anything and just write! But that said, I do have a little of the final chapter to Memories written so I'll give you guys a little treat. This chapter has not been named yet and there are tons of mistakes in the short sneak I'll be showing everyone.
That said, do enjoy!!!
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“Yo, earth to Jacob. You there?” Emmett almost shouted as I was again, in a daze. I’ve been daydreaming more and more these days. Guess that depression thing does that two you. But what can a guy do? He’s been rejected twice. Yeah I know Bells never meant any harm but she still chose Edward over me. No resentment towards Edward though. I’m just saying.
Alice cleared her throat. “Anyway, this here’s for you Jacob.” She handed me a pink envelop and boy did it look and feel expensive. Even the envelop was decorated with elegant patterns.
I examined it closely. Must be about something pretty special. Man, if the envelop looks so fancy, I bet the inside is even fancier. Slowly, I opened the envelope – making sure I don’t ruin the fancy paper – and pulled the invitation card inside. As I predicted, it was even fancier than the envelope that it was kept in. I flipped open the card and read the contents.
As I read through, my eyes bulged wide open and I felt my heart tear a little. Hey, I still loved her…
“Bell’s getting married?” I asked. This was truly shocking news. Bella just turned seventeen and she’s getting married? So soon? Not saying that Edward won’t be able to keep her happy for a lifetime – hell, he’d better or he’s gonna have to deal with me.
The lil pixie gave me a small smile, “Yes, they’re getting married in three months.”
“B-but why? Why so soon? I mean, can’t they like… y’know… wait?” my eyes bulged and I was getting really agitated. “Don’t tell me!” I stood up from my seat, “He knocked her up! He freaking knocked her up didn’t he?!” I bellowed and for a second, the whole cafeteria turned to stare at me. I quickly sat down and shook my head. They all soon diverted back to what they were doing before I shouted.
“No… no! Edward would never do that…I’m insulted that you think of my brother that way,” Alice chided.
“Then what? Please explain this sudden urge to get married? I mean, they’re only teenagers for crying out loud! They haven’t even graduated from High School and they’re already planning a lifelong commitment?!”
“Yo, Jake. Chill…” Emmett put his hand on my shoulder. I shrugged his shoulder away. How can I calm down? When Bella is getting married at what… seventeen?!
I suddenly felt a soothing effect in my body and I calmed down immediately. That’s just plain freaky. One minute my blood was boiling and the next, I felt calm as the ocean.
Looking that I wasn’t shivering anymore, Alice took in a deep breath. “Okay, have you calmed down enough for me to explain?”
I nodded fearing that if I opened my mouth, I would just snap and yell again. Didn’t want to make a scene in this god damned place…
“Carlisle got an extremely good job placement in New York and the whole family’s moving there hence, Edward and Bella will be separated. And the only solution that we can think of for them to not be separated was that they get married. Edward already popped the question and Bella agreed Jacob. She wasn’t forced to or anything. She truly wants to spend her whole life with him.”
“But Bells has only known him for what? Less than a year? How can she be so sure he’s the one she wants?” I questioned.
I thought it would leave them dumb founded – that they would not be able to answer – but Rosalie answered for everyone. “Trust me Jacob. Bella and Edward have known each other practically her entire life. He’s the only one she wants to be with.”
I didn’t know what else to say. After Bella rejected me, I had always hoped that she would change her mind and that she would come to love me again and that she would leave Edward. And when that time comes, I would be waiting for her. I was always selfishly hoping for this but it looked like it was all futile. I had wasted my chance with her but after what Rose said, it looks like I never ever got a chance at truly earning Bella’s affections. She always looked like she was waiting for something. Like when I first met her…
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Lil Vamp Girl
